September 26, 2013


Thank you for all the encouragement and letting me know you all are praying and thinking of us : )

I have no desire to test anymore. In fact, I think it will be difficult to even test the day of the Beta, yet I don't want to hear the news over the phone? I have a few more days to think about it I suppose. ; )

Symptoms? Well, it is always so hard to tell between phantom progesterone induced symptoms and the real deal. We have had 4 FETs and all of them were very similar. The last two transfers I had a lot of phantom symptoms or maybe they were just exaggerated by the progesterone since I was indeed pregnant, but my betas were very low.

I do not remember having to go to the bathroom all of the time no matter if I was drinking a lot of water or not. I have to go all the time these last couple of days. The other symptom I do not recall having these last two transfers is a strong pressure/pulling feeling really low in front and in back. I have no cramping or AF-type cramping at all. Though, I looked these up and both of these can be progesterone side effects. So, really, I have no idea, but we know WHO does. I just will need to wait until Monday to find out.

I am hopeful. I mean really, a BFP on 3dp5dt? Y'all must think I am nuts to be nervous? However, this is the woman who has had 8 miscarriages. Fear is a struggle, but I am clinging to the Lord's promises during this time.

Just thought I'd update y'all : )


  1. Praying for you. I think you are very wise to take a break from testing, but it is easier said than done.

  2. Sending prayers and hugs!!! I'm here for you and understand miscarriages all too well!!!

  3. Do something fun this weekend to keep your mind off it! Have a hot date! ;)

  4. I can't share any experience on the symptoms end since I have never been able to get pregnant at all. Just know that I am thinking of you and your little ones, and praying for you.

  5. Praying for your little one(s) to continue to grow, grow, grow!!


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